The long awaited vacation

The luggage’s packed and all bookings done. Am basically waiting for the confirmation of all bookings and the vacation can take place right away…I can’t imagine myself doing this, or rather, I will never be able to do this alone a couple of years back. But am actually loving it despite the occasional  sense of [...]

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Take flight

Some numbers keep appearing in my mind, a bus that bears the Korea Tourism Board logo stopped next to my car and  I actually craved and bought a bottle of  citron tea 유지차 at midnight. In fact, I suddenly thought of Bupheong station in Seoul and the songs sung by 별lingers on in my mind this [...]

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又拋下一連串的問號

感冒持續未愈，而我還沒忘了你。…

在你的舊手機號碼里這么留言。我知道我瘋了，早已經萬劫不復了。當夢里醒來，心臟又快停止跳動；感覺窒息時，還是你存在的感覺侵占了我所有的思緒，我知道我仍在淪陷中。表面的堅強，甚至麻木的表情，吊兒浪當的模樣，卻只要是想到你，立即四肢發軟，一下子什么都變成一片空白。到底又怎么了？我不懂，只是一再一再想念你。我好想離開這里，想逃亡的欲念泛濫成災，卻只是要回到和你在一起的首爾。但是你早已經離開那個充滿回憶的城市了，就算自己舊地重游，沒有你的首爾也只剩下孤寂和悲涼。但我就是無可救藥地想回歸，像飛奔你懷里一樣的強烈需要。那里真實不再有你了，你其實也并不十分想念首爾的日子。但短信中為何再次提到共同散步的清溪川？你真的很壞，真的很殘忍。明明知道那對我是段如此心痛的記憶，卻毫不在意似地提起它…竟然復述我說過的話、你埋怨道路太窄，樹就種植在中央等…你怎能這樣漫不經心？

想象我的心痛，你就會滿足？快樂了嗎？

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Untitled

I had a near deaf experience on my right ear which lasted for about 10 minutes! I thought it was just temporary ear block due to the bad flu, yet when the right ear felt like it’s been completely covered with wax and acted like it’s the radio antenna, I could no longer find it amusing [...]

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감기에 걸려요

많이 아파요, 감기에 걸려요. 지금은  머리가 아파요, 눈물이 글썽거리는, 너무 기분이 언짢아요. 그동안 죽 먹었어요, 물 하고 약도 많이 마셨어요,  그런데 듣지 않아요! 어떻게 해요? 그냥 아마 기도하서, 내일 병이 회복할거예요. 제 한국어를  괜찮아요?

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SPAM!

Spams and its creators are beyond redemption! Logged on to the page only to find that someone had left a “rude” comment which was in fact a link to some sites on pornography. Vexed and totally insulted by the act, I deleted the comment immediately but again and again, it still appeared on the page [...]

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Black Day

14 April at 14:04hrs, I put up an entry for the Black Day. Though probably only celebrated in South Korea, I long for a mouthful of Ja Jang Myeon짜장면 to commemorate the days back in Seoul. Guess I miss Seoul again today, or rather, it’s been like this since. And the urge to return to the [...]

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One solitaire mystery

Hans Thomas was out with the father in search of his mother who went to Greece to find her self. While travelling down to Athens where all the great philosophers and so philosophies were, he came across a small man (midget) who gave him a magnifying glass. He could not have understood the significance of [...]

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Have a blessed Easter

Happy Easter! There are many things I would like to do during this holy week; I wanted to pray more and play less, read the Bible like one good disciple. I meant to attend the seminars throughout the week all up to the Maundy Thursday and to start a new book on how a pilgrim’s [...]

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The Curious Incident of the dog in the Night time

“Also people think they’re not computers because they have feelings and computers don’t have feelings. But feelings are just having a picture in your head of what is going to happen tomorrow or next year, or what might have happened instead of what did happen, and if it is a happy picture, they smile and [...]

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