就這樣吧 若你碰到他

My heart strings were pulled the moment the guitar chords were plucked, and the feelings of a racing heart and the pain felt on the left side of one’s chest set me thinking, wallowing in my own misery once again. The many times that I’ve asked and answered my own questions, the many nights I’ve imagined in my thoughts and dreamt about when fortunate enough to be in good slumber without much missing the one person whom I’ve been praying to meet again. Have you wondered why and how you would fall for someone who has no thoughts and feelings for you? Won’t you lament about how time has passed but has not brought about the healing it promised? Just a note, a sentence of the lyrics, a piece of poetry or a song, the fleeting clouds and traveling winds, the whistling woods and the whispering streams, all things you encounter have but one topic to share in common, the many words or none at all that you would want to say to him should you see him again. You searched through the pages of memories that have hurt you over and over again, you changed the subject discussed whenever his name is to be mentioned, yet it is always at the tip of your tongue and would often roll down your cheeks in the form of incomprehensible tears.  Your teary eyes are yearning for a long awaited meeting, your mind filled up with anything and everything about him, you can’t help but be disappointed in your own let down, not once. And the soliloquy goes on when no one is watching, the repeated lines of how you miss him and or how you have played that scene of your meeting after several more years later since he last departed. How can life be so shallow to only revolve around him? How can life be so empty in his absence? How can life be so short yet never seem to end when days passed by like trains move from station to station, and he’s not in any of it? Are you? Am I? Am I sad? Do I miss him? Will we meet again? … … … …”Should you see him again, will you send him my regards? Let him know I’ve been well, and have long forgotten about him and if he is now with his beau, I would wish him all the best… …”The song repeats after the language of thy love.

若你碰到了 替我問候他
告訴他 我過得很美滿
已忘記他 已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了 替我問候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他 不再愛也不再等待
就這樣吧 若你碰到他

就這樣吧 若你碰到他

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